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Sumi Gaeshi

by Sankaku

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1.
Adrift near the shore within a sea of memories, I'm recalling everything, thinking it all over again. Even now I stay here, even wherever you are. I somehow think you shine brighter than I could ever imagine I remember the feeling of the weight on my chest like it would collapse under that pressure. I remember that was the day, the finally understood, the meaning of why they call it heartbreak latching on to someone in this vicarious way, so self destructive but how else could I compare myself? Can I deny myself of these embarrassing feelings, of a past that somehow resonates with me? I remember the feeling of the weight on my chest like my ribs were collapsing under that pressure. I remember that was the day, the finally understood, the meaning of why they call it heartbreak
2.
How many years has it been since I first encountered this shame? when you felt sickened by yourself could not face these feelings that you had tearing apart everything you were draining away everything you had! When love found you was it a piercing arrow which struck your chest? something that rescued you from the feelings of yourself? when holding onto this do you have your renewed happiness? as time grows longer faces change, smiles grow I remain here watching everything pass by me, watching those I knew go
3.
Shime Waza 03:25
Each begins the same, another barrage of self inflected shouts, each worse than the last, constricted by these feelings that rule every step I take never to grow into someone that I wish to be Further the lacerations, the nausea builds up ripping it feels more isolating every time
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Tsuri Goshi 02:51
Reaching out looking for something to grasp for another person to hold on to bury me in your arms and whisper my words in my ears tell me you'll love me for who I am Trapped within self destructing chambers, facing daily my own failures. The inadequacy scarred across me always seems to remain Each thought driving the knife further with this mental hemorrhaging no blade or needle could ever repair this I wish these thoughts could be taken from me each day repeats itself, another barrage of internal shouts, each insult worse than the last
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(?) by the shroud which surrounds me, sorrow pierces and grips me by the throat, I feel the wounds deep into my chest like someone's tearing in and cutting the tendons, my throat starts to tighten and the tears start to form in my eyes mi garganta empieza apretarse y las lagrimas empiezan formarse en mis ojos
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The sunset is a memory in my mind, like the ocean crashing and falling.. I remember the smiles on our faces when we were together It's all gone within the past now, fading away with time, even further back then when the pieces moved. Running towards the horizon with the sunlight overhead
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[Instrumental]
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I'm grasping on to what's there, watching it all fade away I remember how it started all those years ago everyone blossoms away from me I'm seeing them all become something more When we laughed together and relished in that moment what were the things that went through your mind? Like a distant crossing on the horizon, you move towards a new experience cierro mis ojos para un segundo y esa momento esta aqui otra vez puedo sentir el sonrisa vuelve a mi I wish I could see myself change like you all have with such new beautiful features Esa persona has encontrado nunca vendrá a mi vida, la persona que puede amar a una persona como yo con este cuerpo, Con este cara

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First full length release. Soon it will be on tape and I will keep you posted about this. Probably my best work so far. Thank you for all of your continued support

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released October 10, 2023

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Sankaku Orlando, Florida

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